"You know, Harvey, Sara Lee's not - I always think she's different, somehow.""Well, I guess yes! There's nobody like her." "You can't bully her, you know."arvey stared at her with honestly perplexed eyes."Bully!" he said."What on earth makes you say that?"Then he laughed.
"Don't you worry, Belle," he said."I know I'm a fierce and domineering person, but if there's any bullying I know who'll do it.""She's not like the other girls you know," she reiterated rather helplessly.
"Sure she's not! But she's enough like them to need a house to live in.And if she isn't crazy about the Leete place I'll eat it."He banged out cheerfully, whistling as he went down the street.He stopped whistling, however, at Sara Lee's door.The neighborhood preserved certain traditions as to a house of mourning.It lowered its voice in passing and made its calls of condolence in dark clothes and a general air of gloom.Pianos near by were played only with the windows closed, and even the milkman leaving his bottles walked on tiptoe and presented his monthly bill solemnly.
So Harvey stopped whistling, rang the bell apologetically, and - faced a new and vivid Sara Lee, flushed and with shining eyes, but woefully frightened.
She told him almost at once.He had only reached the dining room of the Leete house, which he was explaining had a white wainscoting when she interrupted him.The ladies of the Methodist Church were going to collect a certain amount each month to support a soup kitchen as near the Front as possible.
"Good work!" said Harvey heartily."I suppose they do get hungry, poor devils.Now about the dining room - ""Harvey dear," Sara Lee broke in, "I've not finished.I - I'm going over to run it.""You are not!"
"But I am! It's all arranged.It's my plan.They've all wanted to do something besides giving clothes.They send barrels, and they never hear from them again, and it's hard to keep interested.But with me there, writing home and telling them, 'To-day we served soup to this man, and that man, perhaps wounded.' And - and that sort of thing - don't you see how interested every one will be? Mrs.Gregory has promised twenty-fivedollars a month, and - "
"You're not going," said Harvey in a flat tone."That's all.Don't talk to me about it."Sara Lee flushed deeper and started again, but rather hopelessly.There was no converting a man who would not argue or reason, who based everything on flat refusal.
"But somebody must go," she said with a tightening of her voice."Here's Mabel Andrews' letter.Read it and you will understand."" I don't want to read it."
Nevertheless he took it and read it.He read slowly.He did nothing quickly except assert his masculine domination.He had all the faults of his virtues; he was as slow as he was sure, as unimaginative as he was faithful.
He read it and gave it back to her.
"I don't think you mean it," he said."I give you credit for too much sense.Maybe some one is needed over there.I guess things are pretty bad.But why should you make it your affair? There are about a million women in this Country that haven't got anything else to do.Let them go."Some of them will.But they're afraid, mostly.""Afraid! My God, I should think they would be afraid! And you're asking me to let you go into danger, to put off our wedding while you wander about over there with a million men and no women and - ""You're wrong, Harvey dear," said Sara Lee in a low voice."I am not asking you at all.I am telling you that I am going."Sara Lee's leaving made an enormous stir in her small community.Opinion was divided.She was right according to some; she was mad according to others.The women of the Methodist Church, finding a real field of activity, stood behind her solidly.Guaranties of funds came in in a steady flow, though the amounts were small; and, on the word going about that she was to start a soup kitchen for the wounded, housewives sent in directions for making their most cherished soups.
Sara Lee, going to a land where the meat was mostly horse and where vegetables were scarce and limited to potatoes, Brussels sprouts andcabbage, found herself the possessor of recipes for making such sick-room dainties as mushroom soup, cream of asparagus, clam broth with whipped cream, and from Mrs.Gregory, the wealthy woman of the church - green turtle and consomme.
She was very busy and rather sad.She was helping Aunt Harriet to close the house and getting her small wardrobe in order.And once a day she went to a school of languages and painfully learned from a fierce and kindly old Frenchman a list of French nouns and prefixes like this: Le livre, le crayon, la plume, la fenetre, and so on.By the end of ten days she could say: "La rose sent-elle bon?"Considering that Harvey came every night and ran the gamut of the emotions, from pleading and expostulation at eight o'clock to black fury at ten, when he banged out of the house, Sara Lee was amazingly calm.If she had moments of weakness, when the call from overseas was less insistent than the call for peace and protection - if the nightly drawn picture of the Leete house, with tile mantels and a white bathroom, sometimes obtruded itself as against her approaching homelessness, Sara Lee made no sign.
She had her photograph taken for her passport, and when Harvey refused one she sent it to him by mail, with the word "Please" in the corner.Harvey groaned over it, and got it out at night and scolded it wildly; and then slept with it under his pillows, when he slept at all.
Not Sara Lee, and certainly not Harvey, knew what was calling her.And even later, when waves of homesickness racked her with wild remorse, she knew that she had had to go and that she could not return until she had done the thing for which she had been sent, whatever that might be.
