"I am unable to see what mess he can have made, Mr.Weldon.It is always a pleasure to meet an old acquaintance."Few things could have hurt him more than the icy conventionality of her words.All the gentler side of his nature was crying out for mercy; but he smothered its cries and faced her bravely, praying the while for some one to come to them and end the scene.The Ethel Dent he had known in the old days had been a woman of flesh and blood;this was a statue of marble, polished and beautiful, but cold withal.He could only seek to meet her with equal coldness, then make his escape to nurse his wounds unseen.Nevertheless, in spite of his resolutions to the contrary, a sudden heat crept into his answering words, "But I thought you had annulled the acquaintance."She looked up at him in mute surprise.Then, mustering her pride, she forced herself to smile.
"I?" she answered lightly."Oh, no, I am only too proud to count a V.C.among my friends."He waited until the last word had dropped from her lips, waited until the silence had dropped over the last word.Then he faced her yet once again.This time, there was determination in his eyes, determination and a great, indomitable love.
"Ethel," he said imperiously; "for God's sake, stop fencing with me, and have it out.Remember it is now, or never."The color mounted swiftly across her face, then faded, and even to her own ears her laugh failed to ring true.
"I am sorry; but I fear it is impossible.Here comes Colonel Andersen for his dance."Weldon faced about.
"Colonel Andersen, Miss Dent is longing for an ice," he said, with a sudden masterful quietness."May I take a convalescent's privilege and ask you to bring it to her?" Then he turned back to Ethel.
"Come," he bade her.
"Where?" she protested; but she yielded to his stronger will and followed him across the floor towards a deserted corner of the room.
"Anywhere, where we can talk for a moment," he answered her, with the same dominant quietness.Then, while they halted beside an open window, he bent forward and laid his hand upon hers, as it rested upon the sill."Ethel," he added; "I am going home, next week.I may never see South Africa again.Before I go--"Quietly she withdrew her hand."Before you go, you will come to say good by to my mother, I hope," she said, with a steadiness which gave no hint of the tears behind her lowered lids.
Impatiently he brushed her words aside.
"That is for you to say.First of all, I must know one thing."Her nerve was failing fast; but she still held to her resolve that he should gain no hint of her weakness.She drew back a step, as if his vehemence terrified her, yet she dared not raise her eyes to his.It was all she could do to hold her voice in subjection.
"And what is that?" she asked.
He waited for an instant, before he answered her question.Her next words might contain all, or nothing.His lips shut to a narrow line;then he straightened his shoulders.
"Ethel," he said rapidly; "I have been in a good many fights; I've found that it hurts more to be mangled than it does to be killed.
Speak out, then, and end this thing once for all.Was it final, what you said to the Captain, that day?"She bit her lip; but her voice would not come, and she could only give a little, dreary nod.Weldon watched her steadily for a moment;then he turned to go away.
For another moment, Ethel stared after him, heedless now of the drops that were sliding down her cheeks.Then, of a sudden, she found her voice."Wait!" she said, as she stepped forward with a swift gesture which was wholly imploring, wholly feminine."It may have been final; but finality is not always truth."He halted at her words.
"And you mean?"
"I mean," she answered him; "I mean that then, and now, and always, I loved one man, and he--" she caught her breath; then she lifted her head proudly; "was you.The rest was all a mistake; but I did what I thought was best."Weldon bowed his head.
"No matter now," he answered.
Then, taking her hand, he led her back to the open window where they stood together long, while, in the room beyond, an anxious colonel threaded his way to and fro in the crowd, impatiently hunting the partner in whose memory he had ceased to exist.
End
