That morning the house was still,for everyone except Scarlett,Wade and the three sick girls was in the swamp hunting the sow.Even Gerald had aroused a little and stumped off across the furrowed fields,one hand on Pork's arm and a coil of rope in the other.Suellen and Carreen had cried themselves to sleep,as they did at least twice a day when they thought of Ellen,tears of grief and weakness oozing down their sunken cheeks.Melanie,who had been propped upon pillows for the first time that day,lay covered with a mended sheet between two babies,the downy flaxen head of one cuddled in her arm,the kinky black head of Dilcey's child held as gently in the other.Wade sat at the bottom of the bed,listening to a fairy story.
To Scarlett,the stillness at Tara was unbearable,for it reminded her too sharply of the deathlike stillness of the desolate country through which she had passed that long day on her way home from Atlanta.The cow and the calf had made no sound for hours.There were no birds twittering outside her window and even the noisy family of mockers who had lived among the harshly rustling leaves of the magnolia for generations had no song that day.She had drawn a low chair close to the open window of her bedroom,looking out on the front drive,the lawn and the empty green pasture across the road,and she sat with her skirts well above her knees and her chin resting on her arms on the window sill.There was a bucket of well water on the floor beside her and every now and then she lowered her blistered foot into it,screwing up her face at the stinging sensation.
Fretting,she dug her chin into her arm.Just when she needed her strength most,this toe had to fester.Those fools would never catch the sow.It had taken them a week to capture the pigs,one by one,and now after two weeks the sow was still at liberty.Scarlett knew that if she were just there in the swamp with them,she could tuck up her dress to her knees and take the rope and lasso the sow before you could say Jack Robinson.
But even after the sow was caught—if she were caught?What then,after she and her litter were eaten?Life would go on and so would appetites.Winter was coming and there would be no food,not even the poor remnants of the vegetables from the neighbors'gardens.They must have dried peas and sorghum and meal and rice and—and—oh,so many things.Corn and cotton seed for next spring's planting,and new clothes too.Where was it all to come from and how would she pay for it?
She had privately gone through Gerald's pockets and his cash box and all she could find was stacks of Confederate bonds and three thousand dollars in Confederate bills.That was about enough to buy one square meal for them all,she thought ironically,now that Confederate money was worth almost less than nothing at all.But if she did have money and could find food,how would she haul it home to Tara?Why had God let the old horse die?Even that sorry animal Rhett had stolen would make all the difference in the world to them.Oh,those fine sleek mules which used to kick up their heels in the pasture across the road,and the handsome carriage horses,her little mare,the girls'ponies and Gerald's big stallion racing about and tearing up the turf—Oh,for one of them,even the balkiest mule!
But,no matter—when her foot healed she would walk to Jonesboro.It would be the longest walk she had ever taken in her life,but walk it she would.Even if the Yankees had burned the town completely,she would certainly find someone in the neighborhood who could tell her where to get food.Wade's pinched face rose up before her eyes.He didn't like yams,he repeated;wanted a drumstick and some rice and gravy.
The bright sunlight in the front yard suddenly clouded and the trees blurred through tears.Scarlett dropped her head on her arms and struggled not to cry.Crying was so useless now.The only time crying ever did any good was when there was a man around from whom you wished favors.As she crouched there,squeezing her eyes tightly to keep back the tears,she was startled by the sound of trotting hooves.But she did not raise her head.She had imagined that sound too often in the nights and days of these last two weeks,just as she had imagined she heard the rustle of Ellen's skirts.Her heart hammered,as it always did at such moments before she told herself sternly:“Don't be a fool.”
But the hooves slowed down in a startlingly natural way to the rhythm of a walk and there was the measured scrunch-scrunch on the gravel.It was a horse—the Tarletons,the Fontaines!She looked up quickly.It was a Yankee cavalryman.
Automatically,she dodged behind the curtain and peered fascinated at him through the dim folds of the cloth,so startled that the breath went out of her lungs with a gasp.
He sat slouched in the saddle,a thick,rough-looking man with an unkempt black beard straggling over his unbuttoned blue jacket.Little close-set eyes,squinting in the sun glare,calmly surveyed the house from beneath the visor of his tight blue cap.As he slowly dismounted and tossed the bridle reins over the hitching post,Scarlett's breath came back to her as suddenly and painfully as after a blow in the stomach.A Yankee,a Yankee with a long pistol on his hip!And she was alone in the house with three sick girls and the babies!
As he lounged up the walk,hand on holster,beady little eyes glancing to right and left,a kaleidoscope of jumbled pictures spun in her mind,stories Aunt Pittypat had whispered of attacks on unprotected women,throat cuttings,houses burned over the heads of dying women,children bayoneted because they cried,all of the unspeakable horrors that lay bound up in the name of “Yankee.”
