He glanced at his watch.
2:59 PM.
The school bell would ring in less than a minute.
Ashley only lived about twelve blocks from the high school, less than a mile, and almost always made the trek alone. That was his only concern-that today would be one of the rare occasions where she had company.
Within five minutes of school letting out, she was in sight, and his heart sank as he saw her walking with two other girls along Main Street. They stopped at an intersection and chatted. This wouldn't do. They had to leave her. They had to.
He felt the anxiety rise in his belly. This was supposed to be the day.
Sitting in the front seat of his van, he tried to control what he liked to call his original self. It was his original self which emerged when he was doing his special experiments on his specimens back at home. It was his original self which allowed him to ignore the screams and begging of those specimens so he could focus on his important work.
He had to keep his original self well hidden. He reminded himself to call them girls and not specimens. He reminded himself to use proper names like "Ashley." He reminded himself that to other people, he looked completely normal and that if he acted that way, no one could tell what lurked in his heart.
He'd been doing it for years, acting normal. Some people even called him smooth. He liked that. It meant he was a great actor. And by acting normal almost all the time, he'd somehow carved out a life, one that some might even envy. He could hide in plain sight.
Yet now he could feel it bursting in his chest, begging to be let free. The desire was getting the better of him-he had to rein it in.
He closed his eyes and took several deep breaths, trying to remember the instructions. On the last breath, he inhaled for five seconds and then exhaled slowly, allowing the noise he'd learned to escape his mouth slowly.
"Ohhhmmm…"
He opened his eyes-and felt a rush of relief. Her two friends had turned west on Clubhouse Avenue toward the water. Ashley continued south on Main Street alone, next to the dog park.
Some afternoons she lingered there, watching dogs tear across the wood chip-covered ground after tennis balls. But not today. Today, she walked with purpose, as if she had somewhere to be.
If she'd known what was coming, she wouldn't have bothered.
That thought made him smile to himself.
He'd always thought she was attractive. And as he inched his way along the street behind her, making sure to give way to the cavalcade of high school jaywalkers, he once again admired her lean, athletic surfer's body. She was wearing a pink skirt that stopped just above the knees and a bright blue top that hugged her close.
He made his move.
A warm calmness washed over him. He activated the unconventional-looking e-cigarette that had been resting on the van's center console and pressed his foot gently on the gas pedal.
He pulled up next to her in the van and called out through the open passenger window.
"Hey."
At first she looked taken aback. She squinted into the vehicle, clearly unable to tell who it was.
"It's me," he said casually. He put the van in park, leaned over, and opened the passenger door so she could see who it was.
She leaned in a little to get a better look. After a moment, he saw something like recognition cross her face.
"Oh, hi. Sorry," she apologized.
"No problem," he assured her, before taking a long drag.
She looked more closely at the device in his hand.
"I've never seen one like that before."
"You want to check it out?" he offered as casually as he could.
She nodded and stepped closer, leaning in. He leaned toward her as well, as if he were about to take it out of his mouth and hand it to her. But when she was about three feet away, he clicked a little button on the device, which made a small clasp open, and which sprayed a chemical right for her face, in a small fog. At the same moment, he raised a mask to his own nose, so as not to breathe it himself.
It was so subtle and quiet that Ashley didn't even notice. Before she could react, her eyes began to close, her body to slump.
She was already leaning forward, losing consciousness, and all he had to do was reach over and ease her into the passenger seat. To the casual observer, it might even look like she got in of her own accord.
His heart was thumping but he reminded himself to stay calm. He had come this far.
He reached across the specimen, pulled the passenger door closed, and properly secured her seatbelt and then his own. Finally, he allowed himself one last slow deep breath in and out.
When he was sure the coast was clear, he edged out into the street.
Soon he merged with the mid-afternoon Southern California traffic, just another commuter blending in, trying to navigate his way in a sea of humanity.
