"I! Why should I be? Do you imagine, my dear D'Artagnan, that it was on the king's account I acted as I have done? Idid not know the young man.I defended the father, who represented a principle -- sacred in my eyes, and I allowed myself to be drawn towards the son from sympathy for this same principle.Besides, he was a worthy knight, a noble creature, that father: do you remember him?""Yes; that is true; he was a brave, an excellent man, who led a sad life, but made a fine end.""Well, my dear D'Artagnan, understand this; to that king, to that man of heart, to that friend of my thoughts, if I durst venture to say so, I swore at the last hour to preserve faithfully the secret of a deposit which was to be transmitted to his son, to assist him in his hour of need.
This young man came to me; he described his destitution; he was ignorant that he was anything to me save a living memory of his father.I have accomplished towards Charles II.what I promised Charles I.; that is all! Of what consequence is it to me, then, whether he be grateful or not? It is to myself I have rendered a service, by relieving myself of this responsibility, and not to him.""Well, I have always said," replied D'Artagnan, with a sigh, "that disinterestedness was the finest thing in the world.""Well, and you, my friend," resumed Athos, "are you not in the same situation as myself? If I have properly understood your words, you allowed yourself to be affected by the misfortunes of this young man; that, on your part, was much greater than it was upon mine, for I had a duty to fulfill, whilst you were under no obligation to the son of the martyr.You had not, on your part, to pay him the price of that precious drop of blood which he let fall upon my brow, through the floor of his scaffold.That which made you act was heart alone -- the noble and good heart which you possess beneath your apparent skepticism and sarcastic irony; you have engaged the fortune of a servitor, and your own, I suspect, my benevolent miser! and your sacrifice is not acknowledged! Of what consequence is it? You wish to repay Planchet his money.I can comprehend that, my friend:
for it is not becoming in a gentleman to borrow from his inferior, without returning to him principal and interest.
Well, I will sell La Fere if necessary, and if not, some little farm.You shall pay Planchet, and there will be enough, believe me, of corn left in my granaries for us two and Raoul.In this way, my friend, you will be under obligations to nobody but yourself, and, if I know you well, it will not be a small satisfaction to your mind to be able to say, `I have made a king!' Am I right?""Athos! Athos!" murmured D'Artagnan, thoughtfully, "I have told you more than once that the day on which you will preach I shall attend the sermon; the day on which you will tell me there is a hell -- Mordioux! I shall be afraid of the gridiron and the pitchforks.You are better than I, or rather, better than anybody, and I only acknowledge the possession of one quality, and that is, of not being jealous.Except that defect, damme, as the English say, if Ihave not all the rest."
"I know no one equal to D'Artagnan," replied Athos; "but here we are, having quietly reached the house I inhabit.
Will you come in, my friend?"
"Eh! why, this is the tavern of the Corne du Cerf, I think,"said D'Artagnan.
"I confess I chose it on purpose.I like old acquaintances;I like to sit down on that place, whereon I sank, overcome by fatigue, overwhelmed with despair, when you returned on the 31st of January.""After having discovered the abode of the masked executioner? Yes, that was a terrible day!""Come in, then," said Athos, interrupting him.
They entered the large apartment, formerly the common one.
The tavern, in general, and this room in particular, had undergone great changes; the ancient host of the musketeers, having become tolerably rich for an innkeeper, had closed his shop, and made of this room of which we were speaking, a store-room for colonial provisions.As for the rest of the house, he let it ready furnished to strangers.It was with unspeakable emotion D'Artagnan recognized all the furniture of the chamber of the first story; the wainscoting, the tapestries, and even that geographical chart which Porthos had so fondly studied in his moments of leisure.
"It is eleven years ago," cried D'Artagnan."Mordioux! it appears to me a century!""And to me but a day," said Athos."Imagine the joy Iexperience, my friend, in seeing you there, in pressing your hand, in casting from me sword and dagger, and tasting without mistrust this glass of sherry.And, oh! what still further joy it would be, if our two friends were there, at the two corners of the tables, and Raoul, my beloved Raoul, on the threshold, looking at us with his large eyes, at once so brilliant and so soft!""Yes, yes," said D'Artagnan, much affected, "that is true.Iapprove particularly of the first part of your thought; it is very pleasant to smile there where we have so legitimately shuddered in thinking that from one moment to another M.Mordaunt might appear upon the landing."At this moment the door opened, and D'Artagnan, brave as he was, could not restrain a slight movement of fright.Athos understood him, and, smiling, --"It is our host," said he, "bringing me a letter.""Yes, my lord," said the good man; "here is a letter for your honor.""Thank you," said Athos, taking the letter without looking at it."Tell me, my dear host, if you do not remember this gentleman?"The old man raised his head, and looked attentively at D'Artagnan.
"No," said he.
"It is," said Athos, "one of those friends of whom I have spoken to you, and who lodged here with me eleven years ago.""Oh! but," said the old man, "so many strangers have lodged here!""But we lodged here on the 30th of January, 1649," added Athos, believing he should stimulate the lazy memory of the host by this remark.
"That is very possible," replied he, smiling; "but it is so long ago!" and he bowed, and went out.
