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第8章 Chapter 1(8)

We set our faces towards London, and walked on together in the first still hour of the new day -- I, and this woman, whose name, whose character, whose story, whose objects in life, whose very presence by my side, at that moment, were fathomless mysteries to me. It was like a dream. Was I Walter Hartright? Was this the well-known, uneventful road, where holiday people strolled on Sundays? Had I really left, little more than an hour since, the quiet, decent, conventionally domestic atmosphere of my mother's cottage? I was too bewildered -- too conscious also of a vague sense of something like self-reproach -- to speak to my strange companion for some minutes. It was her voice again that first broke the silence between us.

‘I want to ask you something,' she said suddenly. ‘Do you know many people in London?'

‘Yes, a great many.'

‘Many men of rank and title?' There was an unmistakable tone of suspicion in the strange question. I hesitated about answering it.

‘Some,' I said, after a moment's silence.

‘Many' -- she came to a full stop, and looked me searchingly in the face -- ‘many men of the rank of Baronet?'

Too much astonished to reply, I questioned her in my turn.

‘Why do you ask?'

‘Because I hope, for my own sake, there is one Baronet that you don't know.'

‘Will you tell me his name?'

‘I can't -- I daren't -- I forget myself when I mention it.' She spoke loudly and almost fiercely, raised her clenched hand in the air, and shook it passionately; then, on a sudden, controlled herself again, and added, in tones lowered to a whisper, ‘Tell me which of them you know.'

I could hardly refuse to humour her in such a trifle, and I mentioned three names. Two, the names of fathers of families whose daughters I taught; one, the name of a bachelor who had once taken me a cruise in his yacht, to make sketches for him.

‘Ah! you don't know him,' she said, with a sigh of relief. ‘Are you a man of rank and title yourself?'

‘Far from it. I am only a drawing-master.'

As the reply passed my lips -- a little bitterly, perhaps -- she took my arm with the abruptness which characterised all her actions.

‘Not a man of rank and title,' she repeated to herself. ‘Thank God!

I may trust him.'

I had hitherto contrived to master my curiosity out of consideration for my companion; but it got the better of me now.

‘I am afraid you have serious reason to complain of some man of rank and title?' I said. ‘I am afraid the baronet, whose name you are unwilling to mention to me, has done you some grievous wrong? Is he the cause of your being out here at this strange time of night?'

‘Don't ask me: don't make me talk of it,' she answered. ‘I'm not fit now. I have been cruelly used and cruelly wronged. You will be kinder than ever, if you will walk on fast, and not speak to me. I sadly want to quiet myself, if I can.'

We moved forward again at a quick pace; and for half an hour, at least, not a word passed on either side. From time to time, being forbidden to make any more inquiries, I stole a look at her face. It was always the same; the lips close shut, the brow frowning, the eyes looking straight forward, eagerly and yet absently. We had reached the first houses, and were close on the new Wesleyan college, before her set features relaxed, and she spoke once more.

‘Do you live in London?' she said.

‘Yes.' As I answered, it struck me that she might have formed some intention of appealing to me for assistance or advice, and that I ought to spare her a possible disappointment by warming her of my approaching absence from home. So I added, ‘But tomorrow I shall be away from London for some time. I am going into the country.'

‘Where?' she asked. ‘North or south?'

‘North -- to Cumberland.'

‘Cumberland!' she repeated the word tenderly. ‘Ah! I wish I was going there too. I was once happy in Cumberland.'

I tried again to lift the veil that hung between this woman and me.

‘Perhaps you were born,' I said, ‘in the beautiful Lake country.'

‘No,' she answered. ‘I was born in Hampshire; but I once went to school for a little while in Cumberland. Lakes? I don't remember any lakes. It's Limmeridge village, and Limmeridge House, I should like to see again.'

It was my turn now to stop suddenly. In the excited state of my curiosity, at that moment, the chance reference to Mr Fairlie's place of residence, on the lips of my strange companion, staggered me with astonishment.

‘Did you hear anybody calling after us?' she asked, looking up and down the road affrightedly, the instant I stopped.

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