登陆注册
5589500000015

第15章 CHAPTER X: (2)

Her colour went and came now, and she plaited the folds of her gown with restless fingers. At last she said: "Now the first thing is this; that though thou hast seen me first only within this hour, thou hast set thine heart upon me to have me for thy speech-friend and thy darling. And if this be not so, then is all my speech, yea and all my hope, come to an end at once."

"O yea!" said Walter, "even so it is: but how thou hast found this out I wot not; since now for the first time I say it, that thou art indeed my love, and my dear and my darling."

"Hush," she said, "hush! lest the wood have ears, and thy speech is loud: abide, and I shall tell thee how I know it. Whether this thy love shall outlast the first time that thou holdest my body in thine arms, I wot not, nor dost thou. But sore is my hope that it may be so; for I also, though it be but scarce an hour since I set eyes on thee, have cast mine eyes on thee to have thee for my love and my darling, and my speech-friend. And this is how I wot that thou lovest me, my friend. Now is all this dear and joyful, and overflows my heart with sweetness. But now must I tell thee of the fear and the evil which lieth behind it."

Then Walter stretched out his hands to her, and cried out: "Yea, yea! But whatever evil entangle us, now we both know these two things, to wit, that thou lovest me, and I thee, wilt thou not come hither, that I may cast mine arms about thee, and kiss thee, if not thy kind lips or thy friendly face at all, yet at least thy dear hand: yea, that I may touch thy body in some wise?"

She looked on him steadily, and said softly: "Nay, this above all things must not be; and that it may not be is a part of the evil which entangles us. But hearken, friend, once again I tell thee that thy voice is over loud in this wilderness fruitful of evil.

Now I have told thee, indeed, of two things whereof we both wot; but next I must needs tell thee of things whereof I wot, and thou wottest not. Yet this were better, that thou pledge thy word not to touch so much as one of my hands, and that we go together a little way hence away from these tumbled stones, and sit down upon the open greensward; whereas here is cover if there be spying abroad."

Again, as she spoke, she turned very pale; but Walter said: "Since it must be so, I pledge thee my word to thee as I love thee."

And therewith she knelt down, and did on her foot-gear, and then sprang lightly over the rivulet; and then the twain of them went side by side some half a furlong thence, and sat down, shadowed by the boughs of a slim quicken-tree growing up out of the greensward, whereon for a good space around was neither bush nor brake.

There began the maiden to talk soberly, and said: "This is what I must needs say to thee now, that thou art come into a land perilous for any one that loveth aught of good; from which, forsooth, I were fain that thou wert gotten away safely, even though I should die of longing for thee. As for myself, my peril is, in a measure, less than thine; I mean the peril of death. But lo, thou, this iron on my foot is token that I am a thrall, and thou knowest in what wise thralls must pay for transgressions. Furthermore, of what I am, and how I came hither, time would fail me to tell; but somewhile, maybe, I shall tell thee. I serve an evil mistress, of whom I may say that scarce I wot if she be a woman or not; but by some creatures is she accounted for a god, and as a god is heried; and surely never god was crueller nor colder than she. Me she hateth sorely; yet if she hated me little or nought, small were the gain to me if it were her pleasure to deal hardly by me. But as things now are, and are like to be, it would not be for her pleasure, but for her pain and loss, to make an end of me, therefore, as I said e'en now, my mere life is not in peril with her; unless, perchance, some sudden passion get the better of her, and she slay me, and repent of it thereafter.

For so it is, that if it be the least evil of her conditions that she is wanton, at least wanton she is to the letter. Many a time hath she cast the net for the catching of some goodly young man; and her latest prey (save it be thou) is the young man whom I named, when first I saw thee, by the name of the King's Son. He is with us yet, and I fear him; for of late hath he wearied of her, though it is but plain truth to say of her, that she is the wonder of all Beauties of the World. He hath wearied of her, I say, and hath cast his eyes upon me, and if I were heedless, he would betray me to the uttermost of the wrath of my mistress. For needs must I say of him, though he be a goodly man, and now fallen into thralldom, that he hath no bowels of compassion; but is a dastard, who for an hour's pleasure would undo me, and thereafter would stand by smiling and taking my mistress's pardon with good cheer, while for me would be no pardon. Seest thou, therefore, how it is with me between these two cruel fools? And moreover there are others of whom I will not even speak to thee."

And therewith she put her hands before her face, and wept, and murmured: "Who shall deliver me from this death in life?"

But Walter cried out: "For what else am I come hither, I, I?"

And it was a near thing that he did not take her in his arms, but he remembered his pledged word, and drew aback from her in terror, whereas he had an inkling of why she would not suffer it; and he wept with her.

同类推荐
  • Saint George for England

    Saint George for England

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
  • 曲律

    曲律

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
  • 太上洞渊神咒经

    太上洞渊神咒经

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
  • 砚北杂志

    砚北杂志

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
  • 佛说九横经

    佛说九横经

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
热门推荐
  • 生命在梦想的起点

    生命在梦想的起点

    此篇乃是获奖短篇征文,并非断更了!!已经完结! 一处大山中,一个外貌平凡,但却坚毅男人,有些伤感的站在村头的大树下,将视线投向了远方...“癌症晚期了吗?孩子马上就要中考了....”“唉...罢了,该教的已经提前教了,不过,出了山,也该教一教他们别的了....”山下因为前几天的大雨,发生了泥石流,山那边的孩子没有来上学,周宁远觉得也该去看看了.....
  • 崩坏世界的执笔人

    崩坏世界的执笔人

    前方高能预警!非战斗人员速速撤离!排排坐,躲猫猫,跟着陈思一起看世界崩碎的过程!
  • 感悟人生99个第一次

    感悟人生99个第一次

    本书是作者以自己的人生感悟来献给那些想提升的人。分童年时代、少年时代、青年时代、老年时代。
  • 命运刀锋

    命运刀锋

    当天师后人遇到异能行者,当体术达人遇到念力高手。究竟谁更胜一筹?命运的齿轮在这一刻开始转动。 每个人都有自己的命运,生来就是为了完成自己与生俱来的使命。“如果我与生俱来的使命就是看着地球毁灭,那么我,一定是划破命运的刀锋。”
  • 创宋之南征北战

    创宋之南征北战

    现代阳光孤独男穿越回东晋末,成为同名的宋公刘裕之二子。为了避免原主历史上的悲惨结局,只好洗心革面地进行各种猥琐发育,最后踏上了驰骋大陆的全亚大保姆之路。“敬业不忘修身”,主角个人的结局是继续追求修行末世中煌煌天道的那遁去的“一”。
  • 医然是你

    医然是你

    八年后,再次相见。他清冷寡淡的眸子就那么瞧着她捡起地上的钱,“白天夜晚酒吧饭店穿梭,现在的你可真轻贱!”这些话从别人口中说出来,对她一点杀伤力都没有,可他不同。这一刻,她千疮百孔的心被他掏了一个大窟窿。“是啊,真够轻贱的!”掌心鲜血还在流淌,她紧握手中的钱,一步步拉开与他的距离。当时间拨开云雾……当过去呈现在眼前……他还能收回那句违心的话吗?
  • 古龙飞上

    古龙飞上

    有一场战斗,他必须去完成!有一位佳人,他必须去寻找!有一些责任,他必须去背负!他忘记了很多,却在慢慢寻找!他不想战斗,这世界却逼着他战斗!他想停下,这世界只会逼着他向前!一直到最强!
  • 西游之火鳞大王

    西游之火鳞大王

    车祸后,再醒来,王然发现自己变成了一条金鱼……
  • 弃妇太妖媚

    弃妇太妖媚

    一朝穿越,居然是个坐了回头轿的新娘?失贞?天大的罪名安在了自己的头上,左胳膊上的守宫砂述说着她的委屈,可惜那个应该得到怜惜的人儿,不会是她!为救妹妹,楚蝶飞意外的来到了瑞国,面对着陌生的国度,知道了身体原主的委屈不平,她只是摇头浅笑。不是她硬要上门的,是对方的父母与自己父母定下的姻缘,可惜,一个堂堂正正的千金大小姐比不上青楼一个卖笑的的女子!他要她,所以,污蔑了自己!东方珏,看着自己的新娘,虽有些愧疚,但为了心中的那一株雪莲,自己留她不得!“来人啊,将这个不贞之人送回家去!本王不屑要别人用过的破鞋!”在父母亲到来之前,楚蝶飞被扔回家去。回头轿,一路上大家的指指点点,叽叽喳喳的声音她不是没有听到,满心的委屈想要回家倾诉,不料——“滚!这个不是你的家,若是敢在来,给我打死扔出去!”父亲连门都没有让她进,轻易打发一个人便将她给打发了!父亲的冰冷更是霎时冻结了她的心、、、、、、、身边的人,一个一个的走,她自己一人面对着大家的指责、、、、、、“没有料到楚家庄的小姐竟然是这样的一个姑娘家啊,你说说,嫁给了王爷,若不是真的太过分了,皇家岂会抖出这样的丑事来?”无处可去,不如归去、、、、、、楚蝶飞傻眼了,为何自己偏偏是那个坐了回头轿,又被逼到跳水自尽的无辜新娘?悄悄的叹息,算了,现在的是自己,以前的事情,可不干自己的事!为了帮助救命恩人,楚蝶飞开始了她的古代之旅,且看她如何赚个满盆钵,勾得一个个美男心动、、、、、、黯然的东方珏,面对着浅笑嫣然的的女子,心里苦涩。失去了,错过了,便不再了?不,我决不放弃!是我的便只能是我的!冷漠的冰残,带着一丝的庆幸一丝的后悔,那样的姑娘家原本该是用来呵护的,若不是自己随意的一句话,现在的她便是那高高在上的王妃了,可是,现在的自己又是多么的庆幸自己开口了,这样一来,现在的蝶儿,还不是珏的妻!翩翩雅的公子楚鹰飞,不近女色,原因无它,心里已经藏着一个妙人儿了。妹妹啊,为何你是我的亲妹妹?心心念念的可人儿,却永远也不可触摸、、、、、、“蝶儿?”欧阳修小心翼翼的低唤,暗藏着多少的柔情,傻傻的人儿,每每因为她而动怒。太多的情,她如何承受?太过耀眼的她,他如何放心?爱恨交织之间,谁是谁的一生,谁是谁的劫?原名《不贞新娘》,现在改为《弃妇太妖媚》本文过程美男多多,结局一对一,一生一世一双人。
  • 余生无人来相逢

    余生无人来相逢

    三个女孩,从小学开始便是好姐妹,一方有难,另外两个毫不客气喊上姐妹儿们,抄家伙,干他!在校园里横行霸道,嚣张跋扈,一直持续到大学,用她们的口号就是“挖你家祖坟!”可是,夏兮的一场意外,让她失去了些记忆,苏妍萱对她的感情,和陆锦与苏妍萱的战争,让她们越行越远,一生不再相逢……