‘I am not going to write to my mother,’replied Marianne hastily,and as if wishing to avoid any farther inquiry.Elinor said no more;it immediately struck her that she must then be writing to Willoughby,and the conclusion which as instantly followed was,that however mysteriously they might wish to conduct the affair,they must be engaged.This conviction,though not entirely satisfactory,gave her pleasure,and she continued her letter with greater alacrity.Marianne's was finished in a very few minutes;in length it could be no more than a note:it was then folded up,sealed and directed with eager rapidity.Elinor thought she could distinguish a large W in the direction,and no sooner was it complete than Marianne,ringing the bell,requested the footman who answered it,to get that letter conveyed for her to the two-penny post.This decided the matter at once.
Her spirits still continued very high,but there was a flutter in them which prevented their giving much pleasure to her sister,and this agitation increased as the evening drew on.She could scarcely eat any dinner,and when they afterwards returned to the drawing-room,seemed anxiously listening to the sound of every carriage.
It was a great satisfaction to Elinor that Mrs Jennings,by being much engaged in her own room,could see little of what was passing.The teathings were brought in,and already had Marianne been disappointed more than once by a rap at a neighbouring door,when a loud one was suddenly heard which could not be mistaken for one at any other house.Elinor felt secure of its announcing Willoughby's approach,and Marianne,starting up,moved towards the door.Everything was silent;this could not be borne many seconds,she opened the door,advanced a few steps towards the stairs,and after listening half a minute,returned into the room in all the agitation which a conviction of having heard him would naturally produce;in the ecstasy of her feelings at that instant she could not help exclaiming,‘O,Elinor,it is Willoughby,indeed it is!’and seemed almost ready to throw herself into his arms,when Colonel Brandon appeared.
It was too great a shock to be borne with calmness,and she immediately left the room.Elinor was disappointed too;but at the same time her regard for Colonel Brandon ensured his welcome with her,and she felt particularly hurt that a man so partial to her sister should perceive that she experienced nothing but grief and disappointment in seeing him.She instantly saw that it was not unnoticed by him,that he even observed Marianne as she quitted the room,with such astonishment and concern,as hardly left him the recollection of what civility demanded towards herself.
‘Is your sister ill?’said he.
Elinor answered in some distress that she was,and then talked of head-aches,low spirits,and over-fatigues;and of everything to which she could decently attribute her sister's behaviour.
He heard her with the most earnest attention,but seeming to recollect himself,said no more on the subject,and began directly to speak of his pleasure at seeing them in London,making the usual inquiries about their journey and the friends they had left behind.
In this calm kind of way,with very little interest on either side,they continued to talk,both of them out of spirits,and the thoughts of both engaged elsewhere.Elinor wished very much to ask whether Willoughby were then in town,but she was afraid of giving him pain by any inquiry after his rival;and at length by way of saying something,she asked if he had been in London ever since she had seen him last.‘Yes,’he replied with some embarrassment,‘almost ever since;I have been once or twice at Delaford for a few days,but it has never been in my power to return to Barton.’
This,and the manner in which it was said,immediately brought back to her remembrance all the circumstances of his quitting that place,with the uneasiness and suspicions they had caused to Mrs Jennings,and she was fearful that her question had implied much more curiosity on the subject than she had ever felt.
Mrs Jennings soon came in.‘O Colonel!’said she,with her usual noisy cheerfulness,‘I am monstrous glad to see you-sorry I could not come before-beg your pardon,but I have been forced to look about me a little,and settle my matters;for it is a long while since I have been at home,and you know one has always a world of little odd things to do after one has been away for any time;and then I have had Cartwright to settle with.Lord,I have been as busy as a bee ever since dinner!But pray,Colonel,how came you to conjure out that I should be in town today?’
‘I had the pleasure of hearing it at Mr Palmer's,where I have been dining.’
‘Oh!you did;well,and how do they all do at their house?How does Charlotte do?I warrant you she is a fine size by this time.’
‘Mrs Palmer appeared quite well,and I am commissioned to tell you that you will certainly see her tomorrow.’
‘Aye,to be sure,I thought as much.Well,Colonel,I have brought two young ladies with me,you see-that is,you see but one of them now,but there is another somewhere.Your friend Miss Marianne,too-which you will not be sorry to hear.I do not know what you and Mr Willoughby will do between you about her.Aye,it is a fine thing to be young and handsome.Well!I was young once,but I never was very handsome-worse luck for me.However,I got a very good husband,and I don't know what the greatest beauty can do more.Ah!poor man!he has been dead these eight years and better.But,Colonel,where have you been to since we parted?And how does your business go on?Come,come,let's have no secrets among friends.’
He replied with his accustomary mildness to all her inquiries,but without satisfying her in any.Elinor now began to make the tea,and Marianne was obliged to appear again.
