The two gentlemen arrived the next day to a very late dinner,affording a pleasant enlargement of the party,and a very welcome variety to their conversation,which a long morning of the same continued rain had reduced very low.
Elinor had seen so little of Mr Palmer,and in that little had seen so much variety in his address to her sister and herself,that she knew not what to expect to find him in his own family.She found him,however,perfectly the gentleman in his behaviour to all his visitors,and only occasionally rude to his wife and her mother;she found him very capable of being a pleasant companion,and only prevented from being so always,by too great an aptitude to fancy himself as much superior to people in general,as he must feel himself to be to Mrs Jennings and Charlotte.For the rest of his character and habits,they were marked,as far as Elinor could perceive,with no traits at all unusual in his sex and time of life.He was nice in his eating,uncertain in his hours;fond of his child,though affecting to slight it;and idled away the mornings at billiards,which ought to have been devoted to business.She liked him,however,upon the whole much better than she had expected,and in her heart was not sorry that she could like him no more;not sorry to be driven by the observation of his Epicurism,his selfishness,and his conceit,to rest with complacency on the remembrance of Edward's generous temper,simple taste,and diffident feelings.
Of Edward,or at least of some of his concerns,she now received intelligence from Colonel Brandon,who had been into Dorsetshire lately;and who,treating her at once as the disinterested friend of Mr Ferrars,and the kind confidante of himself,talked to her a great deal of the parsonage at Delaford,described its deficiencies,and told her what he meant to do himself towards removing them.His behaviour to her in this as well as in every other particular,his open pleasure in meeting her after an absence of only ten days,his readiness to converse with her,and his deference for her opinion,might very well justify Mrs Jennings's persuasion of his attachment,and would have been enough,perhaps,had not Elinor still,as from the first,believed Marianne his real favourite,to make her suspect it herself.But as it was,such a notion had scarcely ever entered her head,except by Mrs Jennings's suggestion;and she could not help believing herself the nicest observer of the two;she watched his eyes,while Mrs Jennings thought only of his behaviour;and while his looks of anxious solicitude on Marianne's feeling in her head and throat the beginning of a heavy cold,because unexpressed by words,entirely escaped the latter lady's observation,she could discover in them the quick feelings and needless alarm of a lover.
Two delightful twilight walks on the third and fourth evenings of her being there,not merely on the dry gravel of the shrubbery,but all over the grounds,and especially in the most distant parts of them,where there was something more of wildness than in the rest,where the trees were the oldest,and the grass was the longest and wettest,had-assisted by the still greater imprudence of sitting in her wet shoes and stockings-given Marianne a cold so violent,as,though for a day or two trifled with or denied,would force itself by increasing ailments on the concern of everybody,and the notice of herself.Preions poured in from all quarters,and as usual were all declined.Though heavy and feverish,with a pain in her limbs,a cough,and a sore throat,a good night's rest was to cure her entirely;and it was with difficulty that Elinor prevailed on her,when she went to bed,to try one or two of the simplest of the remedies.
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Marianne got up the next morning at her usual time;to every inquiry replied that she was better,and tried to prove herself so,by engaging in her accustomary employments.But a day spent in sitting shivering over the fire with a book in her hand which she was unable to read,or in lying,weary and languid,on a sofa,did not speak much in favour of her amendment;and when,at last,she went early to bed,more and more indisposed,Colonel Brandon was only astonished at her sister's composure,who though attending and nursing her the whole day,against Marianne's inclination,and forcing proper medicines on her at night,trusted like Marianne to the certainty and efficacy of sleep,and felt no real alarm.
A very restless and feverish night,however,disappointed the expectation of both;and when Marianne,after persisting in rising,confessed herself unable to sit up,and returned voluntarily to her bed,Elinor was very ready to adopt Mrs Jennings's advice,of sending for the Palmers’apothecary.
