As for any society in Portsmouth，that could at all make amends for deficiencies at home，there were none within the circle of her father's and mother's acquaintance to afford her the smallest satisfaction；she saw nobody in whose favour she could wish to overcome her own shyness and reserve.The men appeared to her all coarse，the women all pert，everybody under-bred；and she gave as little contentment as she received from introductions either to old or new acquaintance.The young ladies who approached her at first with some respect in consideration of her coming from a Baronet's family，were soon offended by what they termed ‘airs’-for as she neither played on the pianoforte nor wore fine pelisses，they could，on farther observation，admit no right of superiority.
The first solid consolation which Fanny received for the evils of home，the first which her judgment could entirely approve，and which gave any promise of durability，was in a better knowledge of Susan，and a hope of being of service to her.Susan had always behaved pleasantly to herself，but the determined character of her general manners had astonished and alarmed her，and it was at least a fortnight before she began to understand a disposition so totally different from her own.Susan saw that much was wrong at home，and wanted to set it right.That a girl of fourteen，acting only on her own unassisted reason，should err in the method of reform was not wonderful；and Fanny soon became more disposed to admire the natural light of the mind which could so early distinguish justly，than to censure severely the faults of conduct to which it led.Susan was only acting on the same truths，and pursuing the same system，which her own judgment acknowledged，but which her more supine and yielding temper would have shrunk from asserting.Susan tried to be useful，where she could only have gone away and cried，and that Susan was useful she could perceive；that things，bad as they were，would have been worse but for such interposition，and that both her mother and Betsey were restrained from some excesses of very offensive indulgence and vulgarity.
In every argument with her mother，Susan had in point of reason the advantage，and never was there any maternal tenderness to buy her off.The blind fondness which was for ever producing evil around her，she had never known.There was no gratitude for affection past or present，to make her better bear with its excesses to the others.
All this became gradually evident，and gradually placed Susan before her sister as an object of mingled compassion and respect.That her manner was wrong，however，at times very wrong-her measures often ill-chosen and ill-timed，and her looks and language very often indefensible，Fanny could not cease to feel；but she began to hope they might be rectified.Susan，she found，looked up to her and wished for her good opinion；and new as anything like an office of authority was to Fanny，new as it was to imagine herself capable of guiding or informing anyone，she did resolve to give occasional hints to Susan，and endeavour to exercise for her advantage the juster notions of what was due to everybody，and what would be wisest for herself，which her own more favoured education had fixed in her.
Her influence，or at least the consciousness and use of it，originated in an act of kindness to Susan，which after many hesitations of delicacy，she at last worked herself up to.It had very early occurred to her，that a small sum of money might，perhaps，restore peace for ever on the sore subject of the silver knife，canvassed as it now was continually，and the riches which she was in possession of herself，her uncle having given her ā10at parting，made her as able as she was willing to be generous.But she was so wholly unused to confer favours，except on the very poor，so unpractised in removing evils，or bestowing kindnesses among her equals，and so fearful of appearing to elevate herself as a great lady at home，that it took some time to determine that it would not be unbecoming in her to make such a present.It was made，however，at last；a silver knife was bought for Betsey，and accepted with great delight，its newness giving it every advantage over the other that could be desired；Susan was established in the full possession of her own，Betsey handsomely declaring that now she had got one so much prettier herself，she should never want that again-and no reproach seemed conveyed to the equally satisfied mother，which Fanny had almost feared to be impossible.The deed thoroughly answered；a source of domestic altercation was entirely done away，and it was the means of opening Susan's heart to her，and giving her something more to love and be interested in.Susan showed that she had delicacy；pleased as she was to be mistress of property which she had been struggling for at least two years，she yet feared that her sister's judgment had been against her，and that a reproof was designed her for having so struggled as to make the purchase necessary for the tranquillity of the house.
