She had submitted the best to the disappointment in Henry Crawford.After the first bitterness of the conviction of being slighted was over,she had been tolerably soon in a fair way of not thinking of him again;and when the acquaintance was renewed in town,and Mr Rushworth's house became Crawford's object,she had had the merit of withdrawing herself from it,and of choosing that time to pay a visit to her other friends,in order to secure herself from being again too much attracted.This had been her motive in going to her cousins.Mr Yates's convenience had had nothing to do with it.She had been allowing his attentions some time,but with very little idea of ever accepting him;and,had not her sister's conduct burst forth as it did,and her increased dread of her father and of home,on that event-imagining its certain consequence to herself would be greater severity and restraint-made her hastily resolve on avoiding such immediate horrors at all risks,it is probable that Mr Yates would never have succeeded.She had not eloped with any worse feelings than those of selfish alarm.It had appeared to her the only thing to be done.Maria's guilt had induced Julia's folly.
Henry Crawford,ruined by early independence and bad domestic example,indulged in the freaks of a cold-blooded vanity a little too long.Once it had,by an opening undesigned and unmerited,led him into the way of happiness.Could he have been satisfied with the conquest of one amiable woman's affections,could he have found sufficient exultation in overcoming the reluctance,in working himself into the esteem and tenderness of Fanny Price,there would have been every probability of success and felicity for him.His affection had already done something.Her influence over him had already given him some influence over her.Would he have deserved more,there can be no doubt that more would have been obtained;especially when that marriage had taken place,which would have given him the assistance of her conscience in subduing her first inclination,and brought them very often together.Would he have persevered,and uprightly,Fanny must have been his reward-and a reward very voluntarily bestowed-within a reasonable period from Edmund's marrying Mary.
Had he done as he intended,and as he knew he ought,by going down to Everingham after his return from Portsmouth,he might have been deciding his own happy destiny.But he was pressed to stay for Mrs Fraser's party;his staying was made of flattering consequence,and he was to meet Mrs Rushworth there.Curiosity and vanity were both engaged,and the temptation of immediate pleasure was too strong for a mind unused to make any sacrifice to right;he resolved to defer his Norfolk journey,resolved that writing should answer the purpose of it,or that its purpose was unimportant-and stayed.He saw Mrs Rushworth,was received by her with a coldness which ought to have been repulsive,and have established apparent indifference between them for ever;but he was mortified,he could not bear to be thrown off by the woman whose smiles had been so wholly at his command;he must exert himself to subdue so proud a display of resentment;it was anger on Fanny's account;he must get the better of it,and make Mrs Rushworth Maria Bertram again in her treatment of himself.
In this spirit he began the attack;and by animated perseverance had soon re-established the sort of familiar intercourse-of gallantry-of flirtation which bounded his views,but in triumphing over the discretion,which,though beginning in anger,might have saved them both,he had put himself in the power of feelings on her side,more strong than he had supposed.-She loved him;there was no withdrawing attentions,avowedly dear to her.He was entangled by his own vanity,with as little excuse of love as possible,and without the smallest inconstancy of mind towards her cousin.-To keep Fanny and the Bertrams from a knowledge of what was passing became his first object.Secrecy could not have been more desirable for Mrs Rushworth's credit than he felt it for his own.-When he returned from Richmond,he would have been glad to see Mrs Rushworth no more.-All that followed was the result of her imprudence;and he went off with her at last,because he could not help it,regretting Fanny,even at the moment,but regretting her infinitely more,when all the bustle of the intrigue was over,and a very few months had taught him,by the force of contrast,to place a yet higher value on the sweetness of her temper,the purity of her mind,and the excellence of her principles.
That punishment,the public punishment of disgrace,should in a just measure attend his share of the offence,is,we know,not one of the barriers,which society gives to virtue.In this world,the penalty is less equal than could be wished;but without presuming to look forward to a juster appointment hereafter,we may fairly consider a man of sense like Henry Crawford,to be providing for himself no small portion of vexation and regret-vexation that must rise sometimes to self-reproach,and regret to wretchedness-in having so requited hospitality,so injured family peace,so forfeited his best,most estimable,and endeared acquaintance,and so lost the woman whom he had rationally,as well as passionately loved.
After what had passed to wound and alienate the two families,the continuance of the Bertrams and Grants in such close neighbourhood would have been most distressing;but the absence of the latter,for some months purposely lengthened,ended very fortunately in the necessity,or at least the practicability of a permanent removal.Dr Grant,through an interest on which he had almost ceased to form hopes,succeeded to a stall in Westminster,which,as affording an occasion for leaving Mansfield,an excuse for residence in London,and an increase of income to answer the expenses of the change,was highly acceptable to those who went,and those who stayed.
