‘You will find his consequence very just and reasonable when you see him in his family,I assure you.I do not think we do so well without him.He has a fine dignified manner,which suits the head of such a house,and keeps everybody in their place.Lady Bertram seems more of a cipher now than when he is at home;and nobody else can keep Mrs Norris in order.But,Mary,do not fancy that Maria Bertram cares for Henry.I am sure Fulia does not,or she would not have flirted as she did last night with Mr Yates;and though he and Maria are very good friends,I think she likes Sotherton too well to be inconstant.’
‘I would not give much for Mr Rushworth's chance,if Henry stepped in before the articles were signed.’
‘If you have such a suspicion,something must be done,and as soon as the play is all over,we will talk to him seriously,and make him know his own mind;and if he means nothing,we will send him off,though he is Henry,for a time.’
Julia did suffer,however,though Mrs Grant discerned it not,and though it escaped the notice of many of her own family likewise.She had loved,she did love still,and she had all the suffering which a warm temper and a high spirit were likely to endure under the disappointment of a dear,though irrational hope,with a strong sense of ill-usage.Her heart was sore and angry,and she was capable only of angry consolations.The sister with whom she was used to be on easy terms,was now become her greatest enemy;they were alienated from each other,and Julia was not superior to the hope of some distressing end to the attentions which were still carrying on there,some punishment to Maria for conduct so shameful towards herself,as well as towards Mr Rushworth.With no material fault of temper,or difference of opinion,to prevent their being very good friends while their interests were the same,the sisters,under such a trial as this,had not affection or principle enough to make them merciful or just,to give them honour or compassion.Maria felt her triumph,and pursued her purpose careless of Julia;and Julia could never see Maria distinguished by Henry Crawford,without trusting that it would create jealousy,and bring a public disturbance at last.
Fanny saw and pitied much of this in Julia;but there was no outward fellowship between them.Julia made no communication,and Fanny took no liberties.They were two solitary sufferers,or connected only by Fanny's consciousness.
The inattention of the two brothers and the aunt to Julia's discomposure,and their blindness to its true cause,must be imputed to the fullness of their own minds.They were totally preoccupied.Tom was engrossed by the concerns of his theatre,and saw nothing that did not immediately relate to it.Edmund,between his theatrical and his real part,between Miss Crawford's claims and his own conduct,between love and consistency,was equally unobservant;and Mrs Norris was too busy in contriving and directing the general little matters of the company,superintending their various dresses with economical expedient,for which nobody thanked her,and saving,with delighted integrity,half-a-crown here and there to the absent Sir Thomas,to have leisure for watching the behaviour,or guarding the happiness of his daughters.
Chapter 18
Everything was now in a regular train;theatre,actors,actresses,and dresses,were all getting forward:but though no other great impediments arose,Fanny found,before many days were past,that it was not all uninterrupted enjoyment to the party themselves,and that she had not to witness the continuance of such unanimity and delight,as had been almost too much for her at first.Everybody began to have their vexation.Edmund had many.Entirely against his judgment,a scene painter arrived from town,and was at work,much to the increase of the expenses,and what was worse,of the eclat of their proceedings;and his brother,instead of being really guided by him as to the privacy of the representation,was giving an invitation to every family who came in his way.Tom himself began to fret over the scene painter's slow progress,and to feel the miseries of waiting.He had learned his part-all his parts-for he took every trifling one that could be united with the Butler,and began to be impatient to be acting;and every day thus unemployed,was tending to increase his sense of the insignificance of all his parts together,and make him more ready to regret that some other play had not been chosen.
Fanny,being always a very courteous listener,and often the only listener at hand,came in for the complaints and distresses of most of them.She knew that Mr Yates was in general thought to rant dreadfully,that Mr Yates was disappointed in Henry Crawford,that Tom Bertram spoke so quick he would be unintelligible,that Mrs Grant spoilt everything by laughing,that Edmund was behindhand with his part,and that it was misery to have anything to do with Mr Rushworth,who was wanting a prompter through every speech.She knew also,that poor Mr Rushworth could seldom get anybody to rehearse with him;his complaint came before her as well as the rest;and so decided to her eye was her cousin Maria's avoidance of him,and so needlessly often the rehearsal of the first scene between her and Mr Crawford,that she had soon all the terror of other complaints from him.-So far from being all satisfied and all enjoying,she found everybody requiring something they had not,and giving occasion of discontent to the others.-Everybody had a part either too long or too short;-nobody would attend as they ought,nobody would remember on which side they were to come in-nobody but the complainer would observe any directions.
