The party being now all united,and the chief talkers attracting each other,she remained in tranquillity;and as a whist table was formed after tea-formed really for the amusement of Dr Grant,by his attentive wife,though it was not to be supposed so-and Miss Crawford took her harp,she had nothing to do but listen;and her tranquillity remained undisturbed the rest of the evening,except when Mr Crawford now and then addressed to her a question or observation,which she could not avoid answering.Miss Crawford was too much vexed by what had passed to be in a humour for anything but music.With that,she soothed herself and amused her friend.
The assurance of Edmund's being so soon to take orders,coming upon her like a blow that had been suspended,and still hoped uncertain and at a distance,was felt with resentment and mortification.She was very angry with him.She had thought her influence more.She had begun to think of him-she felt that she had-with great regard,with almost decided intentions;but she would now meet him with his own cool feelings.It was plain that he could have no serious views,no true attachment,by fixing himself in a situation which he must know she would never stoop to.She would learn to match him in his indifference.She would henceforth admit his attentions without any idea beyond immediate amusement.If he could so command his affections,hers should do her no harm.
Chapter 24
Henry Crawford had quite made up his mind by the next morning to give another fortnight to Mansfield,and having sent for his hunters and written a few lines of explanation to the Admiral,he looked round at his sister as he sealed and threw the letter from him,and seeing the coast clear of the rest of the family,said,with a smile,‘And how do you think I mean to amuse myself,Mary,on the days that I do not hunt?I am grown too old to go out more than three times a week;but I have a plan for the intermediate days,and what do you think it is?’
‘To walk and ride with me,to be sure.’
‘Not exactly,though I shall be happy to do both,but that would be exercise only to my body,and I must take care of my mind.Besides that would be all recreation and indulgence,without the wholesome alloy of labour,and I do not like to eat the bread of idleness.No,my plan is to make Fanny Price in love with me.’
‘Fanny Price!Nonsense!No,no.You ought to be satisfied with her two cousins.’
‘But I cannot be satisfied without Fanny Price,without making a small hole in Fanny Price's heart.You do not seem properly aware of her claims to notice.When we talked of her last night,you none of you seemed sensible of the wonderful improvement that has taken place in her looks within the last six weeks.You see her every day,and therefore do not notice it,but I assure you,she is quite a different creature from what she was in the autumn.She was then merely a quiet,modest,not plain looking girl,but she is now absolutely pretty.I used to think she had neither complexion nor countenance;but in that soft skin of hers,so frequently tinged with a blush as it was yesterday,there is decided beauty;and from what I observed of her eyes and mouth,I do not despair of their being capable of expression enough when she has anything to express.And then-her air,her manner,her tout ensemble is so indescribably improved!She must be grown two inches,at least,since October.’
‘Phoo!phoo!This is only because there were no tall women to compare her with,and because she has got a new gown,and you never saw her so well dressed before.She is just what she was in October,believe me.The truth is,that she was the only girl in company for you to notice,and you must have a somebody.I have always thought her pretty-not strikingly pretty-but “pretty enough”as people say;a sort of beauty that grows on one.Her eyes should be darker,but she has a sweet smile;but as for this wonderful degree of improvement,I am sure it may all be resolved into a better style of dress and your having nobody else to look at;and therefore,if you do set about a flirtation with her,you never will persuade me that it is in compliment to her beauty,or that it proceeds from anything but your own idleness and folly.’
Her brother gave only a smile to this accusation,and soon afterwards said,‘I do not quite know what to make of Miss Fanny.I do not understand her.I could not tell what she would be at yesterday.What is her character?-Is she solemn?-Is she queer?-Is she prudish?Why did she draw back and look so grave at me?I could hardly get her to speak.I never was so long in company with a girl in my life-trying to entertain her-and succeed so ill!Never met with a girl who looked so grave on me!I must try to get the better of this.Her looks say,“I will not like you,I am determined not to like you,”and I say,she shall.’
‘Foolish fellow!And so this is her attraction after all!This it is-her not caring about you-which gives her such a soft skin and makes her so much taller,and produces all these charms and graces!I do desire that you will not be making her really unhappy;a little love perhaps may animate and do her good,but I will not have you plunge her deep,for she is as good a little creature as ever lived,and has a great deal of feeling.’
‘It can be but for a fortnight,’said Henry,‘and if a fortnight can kill her,she must have a constitution which nothing could save.No,I will not do her any harm,dear little soul!I only want her to look kindly on me,to give me smiles as well as blushes,to keep a chair for me by herself wherever we are,and be all animation when I take it and talk to her;to think as I think,be interested in all my possessions and pleasures,try to keep me longer at Mansfield,and feel when I go away that she shall be never happy again.I want nothing more.’
‘Moderation itself!’said Mary.‘I can have no scruples now.Well,you will have opportunities enough of endeavouring to recommend yourself,for we are a great deal together.’
