登陆注册
5342900000058

第58章

Does there exist in every human being, beneath that outward and visible character which is shaped into form by the social influences surrounding us, an inward, invisible disposition, which is part of ourselves, which education may indirectly modify, but can never hope to change? Is the philosophy which denies this and asserts that we are born with dispositions like blank sheets of paper a philosophy which has failed to remark that we are not born with blank faces--a philosophy which has never compared together two infants of a few days old, and has never observed that those infants are not born with blank tempers for mothers and nurses to fill up at will? Are there, infinitely varying with each individual, inbred forces of Good and Evil in all of us, deep down below the reach of mortal encouragement and mortal repression--hidden Good and hidden Evil, both alike at the mercy of the liberating opportunity and the sufficient temptation? Within these earthly limits, is earthly Circumstance ever the key; and can no human vigilance warn us beforehand of the forces imprisoned in ourselves which that key may unlock?

For the first time, thoughts such as these rose darkly--as shadowy and terrible possibilities--in Miss Garth's mind. For the first time, she associated those possibilities with the past conduct and characters, with the future lives and fortunes of the orphan sisters.

Searching, as in a glass darkly, into the two natures, she felt her way, doubt by doubt, from one possible truth to another. It might be that the upper surface of their characters was all that she had, thus far, plainly seen in Norah and Magdalen. It might be that the unallur ing secrecy and reserve of one sister, the all-attractive openness and high spirits of the other, were more or less referable, in each case, to those physical causes which work toward the production of moral results. It might be, that under the surface so formed--a surface which there had been nothing, hitherto, in the happy, prosperous, uneventful lives of the sisters to disturb--forces of inborn and inbred disposition had remained concealed, which the shock of the first serious calamity in their lives had now thrown up into view. Was this so? Was the promise of the future shining with prophetic light through the surface-shadow of Norah's reserve, and darkening with prophetic gloom, under the surface-glitter of Magdalen's bright spirits? If the life of the elder sister was destined henceforth to be the ripening ground of the undeveloped Good that was in her--was the life of the younger doomed to be the battle-field of mortal conflict with the roused forces of Evil in herself?

On the brink of that terrible conclusion, Miss Garth shrank back in dismay. Her heart was the heart of a true woman. It accepted the conviction which raised Norah higher in her love: it rejected the doubt which threatened to place Magdalen lower. She rose and paced the room impatiently; she recoiled with an angry suddenness from the whole train of thought in which her mind had been engaged but the moment before. What if there were dangerous elements in the strength of Magdalen's character--was it not her duty to help the girl against herself? How had she performed that duty? She had let herself be governed by first fears and first impressions; she had never waited to consider whether Magdalen's openly acknowledged action of that morning might not imply a self-sacrificing fortitude, which promised, in after-life, the noblest and the most enduring results. She had let Norah go and speak those words of tender remonstrance, which she should first have spoken herself. "Oh!" she thought, bitterly, "how long I have lived in the world, and how little I have known of my own weakness and wickedness until to-day!"The door of the room opened. Norah came in, as she had gone out, alone.

"Do you remember leaving anything on the little table by the garden-seat?" she asked, quietly.

Before Miss Garth could answer the question, she held out her father's will and her father's letter.

"Magdalen came back after you went away," she said, "and found these last relics. She heard Mr. Pendril say they were her legacy and mine. When I went into the garden she was reading the letter. There was no need for me to speak to her; our father had spoken to her from his grave. See how she has listened to him!"She pointed to the letter. The traces of heavy tear-drops lay thick over the last lines of the dead man's writing.

" Her tears," said Norah, softly.

Miss Garth's head drooped low over the mute revelation of Magdalen's return to her better self.

"Oh, never doubt her again!" pleaded Norah. "We are alone now--we have our hard way through the world to walk on as patiently as we can. If Magdalen ever falters and turns back, help her for the love of old times; help her against herself.""With all my heart and strength--as God shall judge me, with the devotion of my whole life!" In those fervent words Miss Garth answered. She took the hand which Norah held out to her, and put it, in sorrow and humility, to her lips. "Oh, my love, forgive me! I have been miserably blind--I have never valued you as I ought!"Norah gently checked her before she could say more; gently whispered, "Come with me into the garden--come, and help Magdalen to look patiently to the future."The future! Who could see the faintest glimmer of it? Who could see anything but the ill-omened figure of Michael Vanstone, posted darkly on the verge of the present time--and closing all the prospect that lay beyond him?

[Next Chapter]

同类推荐
  • 灵宝九幽长夜起尸度亡玄章

    灵宝九幽长夜起尸度亡玄章

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
  • The Real Thing

    The Real Thing

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
  • 南湖集

    南湖集

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
  • 小苑春望宫池柳色

    小苑春望宫池柳色

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
  • Billy Baxter's Letters

    Billy Baxter's Letters

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
热门推荐
  • 七里樱

    七里樱

    年少时,我们,似乎成为了世界的主角,遗憾过,苦恼过,伤心心过,但庆幸的是在那个即将逝去的青春里,你世界的男主随着四季辗转在你身旁,陪你笑,陪你哭……终有一天,你发现他只是喜欢你身边的那个人而已…“你知道的,我喜欢她哎。”“没事…”至少我的青春,你来过就好。
  • 狂后驾到之邪帝有请

    狂后驾到之邪帝有请

    安柒,服装设计师,一朝穿越成为赫连柒,虽然爹不疼娘早亡的。可是,她有一个极度妹控的哥哥赫连城啊!看皇子争夺那个无上至尊的位置时,她挑眉不屑。他们怎么争夺都行,只要别影响我生意就行。不过,跟在自己身后的傻王,是为嘛啊!赫连柒打掉百里云宸要拥抱上来的手,无奈的说“我真的不是你王妃,把爪子收回去。”百里云宸可怜兮兮收回要抱抱的手。晚上,楚煜殇坐在赫连柒的床榻上。赫连柒在睡梦中被灼灼的眼神盯的发毛,装不下去了。一把掀开被子,“百里云宸,你搞什么鬼。大晚上吓死谁啊!”楚煜殇抓着她的肩膀,“记住本尊的名字,楚煜殇!”神马,明明就长得一模一样啊!不管了,继续睡觉。
  • 沉迷现实无法自拔

    沉迷现实无法自拔

    怎么回事?玩游戏居然玩到沉迷现实!是主角飘了,还是游戏不够好玩。全浸入式网游《天堑》正式开服,请到游戏里,享受现实的魅力吧。
  • 追妻无门:女boss不好惹

    追妻无门:女boss不好惹

    青涩蜕变,如今她是能独当一面的女boss,爱了冷泽聿七年,也同样花了七年时间去忘记他。以为是陌路,他突然向他表白,扬言要娶她,她只当他是脑子抽风,他的殷勤她也全都无视。他帮她查她父母的死因,赶走身边情敌,解释当初拒绝她的告别,和故意对她冷漠都是无奈之举。突然爆出她父母的死居然和冷家有丝毫联系,还莫名跳出个公爵未婚夫,扬言要与她履行婚约。峰回路转,破镜还能重圆吗? PS:我又开新文了,每逢假期必书荒,新文《有你的世界遇到爱》,喜欢我的文的朋友可以来看看,这是重生类现言,对这个题材感兴趣的一定要收藏起来。
  • 天香

    天香

    生在公卿之家,自幼不得父母喜爱,就算不能呼风唤雨、改朝换代,能够不愁吃穿、自在享乐,也算投个好胎了吧。然而事实上,生活永远比她想象中要跌宕起伏、惊险刺激。作为短命的太子妃,哦,不,前太子妃,怎么可能违逆本心,忍辱苟生?别人越希望她过得不好,她就越要与命抗争。总有一天,比所有人都好!
  • 星际龙骑士

    星际龙骑士

    为什么别人穿越都是回到古代当王爷?我却到了未来的银河系成了一名小佣兵?地球精英特工叶开再次醒来时,发出了一声哀号。既然注定了我们的征途是星辰大海,那就只有生死看淡,不服就干了。
  • 追妻无门:女boss不好惹

    追妻无门:女boss不好惹

    青涩蜕变,如今她是能独当一面的女boss,爱了冷泽聿七年,也同样花了七年时间去忘记他。以为是陌路,他突然向他表白,扬言要娶她,她只当他是脑子抽风,他的殷勤她也全都无视。他帮她查她父母的死因,赶走身边情敌,解释当初拒绝她的告别,和故意对她冷漠都是无奈之举。突然爆出她父母的死居然和冷家有丝毫联系,还莫名跳出个公爵未婚夫,扬言要与她履行婚约。峰回路转,破镜还能重圆吗? PS:我又开新文了,每逢假期必书荒,新文《有你的世界遇到爱》,喜欢我的文的朋友可以来看看,这是重生类现言,对这个题材感兴趣的一定要收藏起来。
  • The Dominion of the Air

    The Dominion of the Air

    本书为公版书,为不受著作权法限制的作家、艺术家及其它人士发布的作品,供广大读者阅读交流。汇聚授权电子版权。
  • 狄金森全集:卷二·诗歌

    狄金森全集:卷二·诗歌

    本套狄金森全集乃是译者蒲隆先生倾注二十载心血的结晶,此前蒲教授在1994-95年间作为富布莱特学者在哈佛大学和狄金森故乡专门从事过为期一年的狄金森研究工作,归国后继续潜心钻研多个狄金森诗集版本与国外学术资料,许多诗歌译文反复修改,数易其稿。本套全集完整编译了约翰逊主编与富兰克林主编的两个版本的狄金森诗全集,两版的差异之处都有注释说明,此外蒲先生还详尽考证了每一首诗的写作背景并附于对应的诗文之后。第四卷为约翰逊主编的狄金森书信选集译文,收录了女诗人整个创作生涯中最有价值的书信,此外蒲先生同样在每一篇译文后附有背景考证。不论是对于诗歌文学爱好者还是对于有意研究狄金森的学者来说,这套狄金森全集都是不可多得的瑰宝。
  • 废柴历险

    废柴历险

    【水宅写水文!史上最水的流水文横空出世!有比我更水的吗?来吧!一起评论下去!】【简介:一个地地道道的废柴!死宅!二次元哥!事事不顺!前途无缘,美女不爱的货!在一次诡异的签名后,被拉进一个次元在新世界,这里他成为了远古之王,这个王座并不好坐,用他的话说:“为毛受伤的总是我!!!”】【无聊水文敬请收看!】哈哈!【废柴历险记】可谓是:美女虐相伴,生死损兄弟,无聊与自虐,世界毁三观。