‘Mrs Collins,you must send a servant with them.You know I always speak my mind,and I cannot bear the idea of two young women travelling post by themselves.It is highly improper.You must contrive to send somebody.I have the greatest dislike in the world to that sort of thing.-Young women should always be properly guarded and attended,according to their situation in life.When my niece Georgiana went to Ramsgate last summer,I made a point of her having two men servants go with her.-Miss Darcy,the daughter of Mr Darcy of Pemberley,and Lady Anne,could not have appeared with propriety in a different manner.-I am excessively attentive to all those things.You must send John with the young ladies,Mrs Collins.I am glad it occurred to me to mention it;for it would really be discreditable to you to let them go alone.’
‘My uncle is to send a servant for us.’
‘Oh!-Your uncle!-He keeps a man servant,does he?-I am very glad you have somebody who thinks of those things.Where shall you change horses?-Oh!Bromley,of course.-If you mention my name at the Bell,you will be attended to.’
Lady Catherine had many other questions to ask respecting their journey,and as she did not answer them all herself,attention was necessary,which Elizabeth believed to be lucky for her;or,with a mind so occupied,she might have forgotten where she was.Reflection must be reserved for solitary hours;whenever she was alone,she gave way to it as the greatest relief;and not a day went by without a solitary walk,in which she might indulge in all the delight of unpleasant recollections.
Mr Darcy's letter she was in a fair way of soon knowing by heart.She studied every sentence;and her feelings towards its writer were at times widely different.When she remembered the style of his address,she was still full of indignation;but when she considered how unjustly she had condemned and upbraided him,her anger was turned against herself;and his disappointed feelings became the object of compassion.His attachment excited gratitude,his general character respect;but she could not approve him;nor could she for a moment repent her refusal,or feel the slightest inclination ever to see him again.In her own past behaviour,there was a constant source of vexation and regret;and in the unhappy defects of her family a subject of yet heavier chagrin.They were hopeless of remedy.Her father,contented with laughing at them,would never exert himself to restrain the wild giddiness of his youngest daughters;and her mother,with manners so far from right herself,was entirely insensible of the evil.Elizabeth had frequently united with Jane in an endeavour to check the imprudence of Catherine and Lydia;but while they were supported by their mother's indulgence,what chance could there be of improvement?Catherine,weak spirited,irritable,and completely under Lydia's guidance,had been always affronted by their advice;and Lydia,self willed and careless,would scarcely give them a hearing.They were ignorant,idle,and vain.While there was an officer in Meryton,they would flirt with him;and while Meryton was within a walk of Longbourn,they would be going there for ever.
Anxiety on Jane's behalf was another prevailing concern,and Mr Darcy's explanation,by restoring Bingley to all her former good opinion,heightened the sense of what Jane had lost.His affection was proved to have been sincere,and his conduct cleared of all blame,unless any could attach to the implicitness of his confidence in his friend.How grievous then was the thought that,of a situation so desirable in every respect,so replete with advantage,so promising for happiness,Jane had been deprived,by the folly and indecorum of her own family!
When to these recollections was added the development of Wickham's character,it may be easily believed that the happy spirits which had seldom been depressed before,were now so much affected as to make it almost impossible for her to appear tolerably cheerful.
Their engagements at Rosings were as frequent during the last week of her stay as they had been at first.The very last evening was spent there;and her ladyship again inquired minutely into the particulars of their journey,gave them directions as to the best method of packing,and was so urgent on the necessity of placing gowns in the only right way,that Maria thought herself obliged,on her return,to undo all the work of the morning,and pack her trunk afresh.
When they parted,Lady Catherine,with great condescension,wished them a good journey,and invited them to come to Hunsford again next year;and Miss de Bourgh exerted herself so far as to curtsey and hold out her hand to both.
Chapter 38
On Saturday morning Elizabeth and Mr Collins met for breakfast a few minutes before the others appeared;and he took the opportunity of paying the parting civilities which he deemed indispensably necessary.
‘I know not,Miss Elizabeth,’said he,‘whether Mrs Collins has yet expressed her sense of your kindness in coming to us,but I am very certain you will not leave the house without receiving her thanks for it.The favour of your company has been much felt,I assure you.We know how little there is to tempt any one to our humble abode.Our plain manner of living,our small rooms,and few domestics,and the little we see of the world,must make Hunsford extremely dull to a young lady like yourself;but I hope you will believe us grateful for the condescension,and that we have done every thing in our power to prevent your spending your time unpleasantly.’
Elizabeth was eager with her thanks and assurances of happiness.She had spent six weeks with great enjoyment;and the pleasure of being with Charlotte,and the kind attentions she had received,must make her feel the obliged.Mr Collins was gratified;and with a more smiling solemnity replied,
