At the end of another day or two,Marianne growing visibly stronger every twelve hours,Mrs Dashwood,urged equally by her own and her daughter's wishes,began to talk of removing to Barton.On her measures depended those of her two friends;Mrs Jennings could not quit Cleveland during the Dashwoods'stay,and Colonel Brandon was soon brought by their united request,to consider his own abode there as equally determinate,if not equally indispensable.At his and Mrs Jennings's united request in return,Mrs Dashwood was prevailed on to accept the use of his carriage on her journey back,for the better accommodation of her sick child;and the Colonel,at the joint invitation of Mrs Dashwood and Mrs Jennings,whose active good-nature made her friendly and hospitable for other people as well as herself,engaged with pleasure to redeem it by a visit at the cottage,in the course of a few weeks.
The day of separation and departure arrived;and Marianne,after taking so particular and lengthened a leave of Mrs Jennings-one so earnestly grateful,so full of respect and kind wishes as seemed due to her own heart from a secret acknowledgment of past inattention-and bidding Colonel Brandon farewell with the cordiality of a friend,was carefully assisted by him into the carriage,of which he seemed anxious that she should engross at least half.Mrs Dashwood and Elinor then followed,and the others were left by themselves,to talk of the travellers,and feel their own dulness,till Mrs Jennings was summoned to her chaise to take comfort in the gossip of her maid for the loss of her two young companions;and Colonel Brandon immediately afterwards took his solitary way to Delaford.
The Dashwoods were two days on the road,and Marianne bore her journey on both without essential fatigue.Everything that the most zealous affection,the most solicitous care,could do to render her comfortable,was the office of each watchful companion,and each found their reward in her bodily ease and her calmness of spirits.To Elinor,the observation of the latter was particularly grateful.She,who had seen her week after week so constantly suffering,oppressed by anguish of heart which she had neither courage to speak of,nor fortitude to conceal,now saw,with a joy which no other could equally share,an apparent composure of mind,which in being the result as she trusted of serious reflection,must eventually lead her to contentment and cheerfulness.
As they approached Barton,indeed,and entered on scenes of which every field and every tree brought some peculiar,some painful recollection,she grew silent and thoughtful,and turning away her face from their notice,sat earnestly gazing through the window.But here,Elinor could neither wonder nor blame;and when she saw,as she assisted Marianne from the carriage,that she had been crying,she saw only an emotion too natural in itself to raise anything less tender than pity,and in its unobtrusiveness entitled to praise.In the whole of her subsequent manner,she traced the direction of a mind awakened to reasonable exertion;for no sooner had they entered their common sitting-room,than Marianne turned her eyes around it with a look of resolute firmness,as if determined at once to accustom herself to the sight of every object with which the remembrance of Willoughby could be connected.She said little,but every sentence aimed at cheerfulness,and though a sigh sometimes escaped her,it never passed away without the atonement of a smile.After dinner,she would try her pianoforte.She went to it;but the music on which her eye first rested was an opera,procured for her by Willoughby,containing some of their favourite duets,and bearing on its outward leaf her own name in his handwriting.That would not do.She shook her head,put the music aside,and,after running over the keys for a minute,complained of feebleness in her fingers,and closed the instrument again;declaring,however,with firmness as she did so,that she should in future practise much.
The next morning produced no abatement in these happy symptoms.On the contrary,with a mind and body alike strengthened by rest,she looked and spoke with more genuine spirit,anticipating the pleasure of Margaret's return,and talking of the dear family party which would then be restored,of their mutual pursuits and cheerful society as the only happiness worth a wish.
‘When the weather is settled,and I have recovered my strength,’said she,‘we will take long walks together every day.We will walk to the farm at the edge of the down,and see how the children go on;we will walk to Sir John's new plantations at Barton Cross,and the Abbeyland;and we will often go to the old ruins of the Priory,and try to trace its foundations as far as we are told they once reached.I know we shall be happy.I know the summer will pass happily away.I mean never to be later in rising than six,and from that time till dinner I shall divide every moment between music and reading.I have formed my plan,and am determined to enter on a course of serious study.Our own library is too well known to me to be resorted to for anything beyond mere amusement.But there are many works well worth reading at the Park;and there are others of more modern production which I know I can borrow of Colonel Brandon.By reading only six hours a day,I shall gain in the course of a twelvemonth a great deal of instruction which I now feel myself to want.’
