Fanny was left with only the Crawfords and Mr Yates.She had been quite overlooked by her cousins;and as her own opinion of her claims on Sir Thomas's affection was much too humble to give her any idea of classing herself with his children,she was glad to remain behind and gain a little breathing time.Her agitation and alarm exceeded all that was endured by the rest,by the right of a disposition which not even innocence could keep from suffering.She was nearly fainting:all her former habitual dread of her uncle was returning,and with it compassion for him and for almost every one of the party on the development before him-with solicitude on Edmund's account indescribable.She had found a seat,where in excessive trembling she was enduring all these fearful thoughts,while the other three,no longer under any restraint,were giving vent to their feelings of vexation,lamenting over such an unlooked-for premature arrival as a most untoward event,and without mercy wishing poor Sir Thomas had been twice as long on his passage,or were still in Antigua.
The Crawfords were more warm on the subject than Mr Yates,from better understanding the family and judging more clearly of the mischief that must ensue.The ruin of the play was to them a certainty,they felt the total destruction of the scheme to be inevitably at hand;while Mr Yates considered it only as a temporary interruption,a disaster for the evening,and could even suggest the possibility of the rehearsal being renewed after tea,when the bustle of receiving Sir Thomas were over and he might be at leisure to be amused by it.The Crawfords laughed at the idea;and having soon agreed on the propriety of their walking quietly home and leaving the family to themselves,proposed Mr Yates's accompanying them and spending the evening at the Parsonage.But Mr Yates,having never been with those who thought much of parental claims,or family confidence,could not perceive that anything of the kind was necessary,and therefore,thanking them,said,‘he preferred remaining where he was that he might pay his respects to the old gentleman handsomely since he was come;and besides,he did not think it would be fair by the others to have everybody run away.’
Fanny was just beginning to collect herself,and to feel that if she stayed longer behind it might seem disrespectful,when this point was settled,and being commissioned with the brother and sister's apology,saw them preparing to go as she quitted the room herself to perform the dreadful duty of appearing before her uncle.
Too soon did she find herself at the drawing-room door,and after pausing a moment for what she knew would not come,for a courage which the outside of no door had ever supplied to her,she turned the lock in desperation,and the lights of the drawing-room and all the collected family were before her.As she entered,her own name caught her ear.Sir Thomas was at that moment looking round him,and saying ‘But where is Fanny?-Why do not I see my little Fanny?’,and on perceiving her,came forward with a kindness which astonished and penetrated her,calling her his dear Fanny,kissing her affectionately,and observing with decided pleasure how much she was grown!Fanny knew not how to feel,nor where to look.She was quite oppressed.He had never been so kind,so very kind to her in his life.His manner seemed changed;his voice was quick from the agitation of joy,and all that had been awful in his dignity seemed lost in tenderness.He led her nearer the light and looked at her again-inquired particularly after her health,and then correcting himself,observed,that he need not inquire,for her appearance spoke sufficiently on that point.A fine blush having succeeded the previous paleness of her face,he was justified in his belief of her equal improvement in health and beauty.He inquired next after her family,especially William;and his kindness altogether was such as made her reproach herself for loving him so little,and thinking his return a misfortune;and when,on having courage to lift her eyes to his face,she saw that he was grown thinner and had the burnt,fagged,worn look of fatigue and a hot climate,every tender feeling was increased,and she was miserable in considering how much unsuspected vexation was probably ready to burst on him.
Sir Thomas was indeed the life of the party,who at his suggestion now seated themselves round the fire.He had the best right to be the talker;and the delight of his sensations in being again in his own house,in the centre of his family,after such a separation,made him communicative and chatty in a very unusual degree;and he was ready to give every information as to his voyage,and answer every question of his two sons almost before it was put.His business in Antigua had latterly been prosperously rapid,and he came directly from Liverpool,having had an opportunity of making his passage thither in a private vessel,instead of waiting for the packet;and all the little particulars of his proceedings and events,his arrivals and departures,were most promptly delivered,as he sat by Lady Bertram and looked with heartfelt satisfaction on the faces around him-interrupting himself more than once,however,to remark on his good fortune in finding them all at home-coming unexpectedly as he did-all collected together exactly as he could have wished,but dared not depend on.Mr Rushworth was not forgotten;a most friendly reception and warmth of handshaking had already met him,and with pointed attention he was now included in the objects most intimately connected with Mansfield.There was nothing disagreeable in Mr Rushworth's appearance,and Sir Thomas was liking him already.
