There was one person,however,in the house whom he could not leave to learn his sentiments merely through his conduct.He could not help giving Mrs Norris a hint of his having hoped,that her advice might have been interposed to prevent what her judgment must certainly have disapproved.The young people had been very inconsiderate in forming the plan;they ought to have been capable of a better decision themselves;but they were young,and,excepting Edmund,he believed of unsteady characters;and with greater surprise therefore he must regard her acquiescence in their wrong measures,her countenance of their unsafe amusements,than that such measures and such amusements should have been suggested.Mrs Norris was a little confounded,and as nearly being silenced as ever she had been in her life;for she was ashamed to confess having never seen any of the impropriety which was so glaring to Sir Thomas,and would not have admitted that her influence was insufficient,that she might have talked in vain.Her only resource was to get out of the subject as fast as possible,and turn the current of Sir Thomas's ideas into a happier channel.She had a great deal to insinuate in her own praise as to general attention to the interest and comfort of his family,much exertion and many sacrifices to glance at in the form of hurried walks and sudden removals from her own fireside,and many excellent hints of distrust and economy to Lady Bertram and Edmund to detail,whereby a most considerable saving had always arisen,and more than one bad servant been detected.But her chief strength lay in Sotherton.Her greatest support and glory was in having formed the connection with the Rushworths.There she was impregnable.She took to herself all the credit of bringing Mr Rushworth's admiration of Maria to any effect.‘If I had not been active,’said she,‘and made a point of being introduced to his mother,and then prevailed on my sister to pay the first visit,I am as certain as I sit here,that nothing would have come of it-for Mr Rushworth is the sort of amiable modest young man who wants a great deal of encouragement,and there were girls enough on the catch for him if we had been idle.But I left no stone unturned.I was ready to move heaven and earth to persuade my sister,and at last I did persuade her.You know the distance to Sotherton;it was in the middle of winter,and the roads almost impassable,but I did persuade her.’
‘I know how great,how justly great your influence is with Lady Bertram and her children,and am the more concerned that it should not have been-’
‘My dear Sir Thomas,if you had seen the state of the roads that day!I thought we should never have got through them,though we had the four horses of course;and poor old coachman would attend us,out of his great love and kindness,though he was hardly able to sit the box on account of the rheumatism which I had been doctoring him for,ever since Michaelmas.I cured him at last;but he was very bad all the winter-and this was such a day,I could not help going to him up in his room before we set off to advise him not to venture:he was putting on his wig-so I said,“Coachman,you had much better not go,your Lady and I shall be very safe;you know how steady Stephen is,and Charles has been upon the leaders so often now,that I am sure there is no fear.”But,however,I soon found it would not do;he was bent upon going,and as I hate to be worrying and officious,I said no more;but my heart quite ached for him at every jolt,and when we got into the rough lanes about Stoke,where what with frost and snow upon beds of stones,it was worse than anything you can imagine,I was quite in an agony about him.And then the poor horses too!-To see them straining away!You know how I always feel for the horses.And when we got to the bottom of Sandcroft Hill,what do you think I did?You will laugh at me -but I got out and walked up.I did indeed.It might not be saving them much,but it was something,and I could not bear to sit at my ease,and be dragged up at the expense of those noble animals.I caught a dreadful cold,but that I did not regard.My object was accomplished in the visit.’
‘I hope we shall always think the acquaintance worth any trouble that might be taken to establish it.There is nothing very striking in Mr Rushworth's manners,but I was pleased last night with what appeared to be his opinion on one subject-his decided preference of a quiet family party to the bustle and confusion of acting.He seemed to feel exactly as one could wish.’
‘Yes,indeed,-and the more you know of him,the better you will like him.He is not a shining character,but he has a thousand good qualities!And is so disposed to look up to you,that I am quite laughed at about it,for everybody considers it as my doing.“Upon my word,Mrs Norris,”said Mrs Grant,the other day,“if Mr Rushworth were a son of your own he could not hold Sir Thomas in greater respect.”’
Sir Thomas gave up the point,foiled by her evasions,disarmed by her flattery;and was obliged to rest satisfied with the conviction that where the present pleasure of those she loved was at stake,her kindness did sometimes overpower her judgment.
