Fanny's heart sunk,but there was no leisure for thinking long even of Miss Crawford's feelings.They were in the ballroom,the violins were playing,and her mind was in a flutter that forbad its fixing on anything serious.She must watch the general arrangements and see how everything was done.
In a few minutes Sir Thomas came to her,and asked if she were engaged;and the ‘Yes,sir,to Mr Crawford,’was exactly what he had intended to hear.Mr Crawford was not far off;Sir Thomas brought him to her,saying something which discovered to Fanny,that she was to lead the way and open the ball;an idea that had never occurred to her before.Whenever she had thought on the minutiof the evening,it had been as a matter of course that Edmund would begin with Miss Crawford,and the impression was so strong,that though her uncle spoke the contrary,she could not help an exclamation of surprise,a hint of her unfitness,an entreaty even to be excused.To be urging her opinion against Sir Thomas's,was a proof of the extremity of the case,but such was her horror at the first suggestion,that she could actually look him in the face and say she hoped it might be settled otherwise;in vain however,-Sir Thomas smiled,tried to encourage her,and then looked too serious and said too decidedly-‘It must be so,my dear,’for her to hazard another word;and she found herself the next moment conducted by Mr Crawford to the top of the room,and standing there to be joined by the rest of the dancers,couple after couple as they were formed.
She could hardly believe it.To be placed above so many elegant young women!The distinction was too great.It was treating her like her cousins.And her thoughts flew to those absent cousins with most unfeigned and truly tender regret,that they were not at home to take their own place in the room,and have their share of a pleasure which would have been so very delightful to them.So often as she had heard them wish for a ball at home as the greatest of all felicities!And to have them away when it was given-and for her to be opening the ball-and with Mr Crawford too!She hoped they would not envy her that distinction now;but when she looked back to the state of things in the autumn,to what they had all been to each other when once dancing in that house before,the present arrangement was almost more than she could understand herself.
The ball began.It was rather honour than happiness to Fanny,for the first dance at least;her partner was in excellent spirits and tried to impart them to her,but she was a great deal too much frightened to have any enjoyment,till she could suppose herself no longer looked at.Young,pretty,and gentle,however,she had no awkwardnesses that were not as good as graces,and there were few persons present that were not disposed to praise her.She was attractive,she was modest,she was Sir Thomas's niece,and she was soon said to be admired by Mr Crawford.It was enough to give her general favour.Sir Thomas himself was watching her progress down the dance with much complacency;he was proud of his niece,and without attributing all her personal beauty,as Mrs Norris seemed to do,to her transplantation to Mansfield,he was pleased with himself for having supplied everything else;-education and manners she owed to him.
Miss Crawford saw much of Sir Thomas's thoughts as he stood,and having,in spite of all his wrongs towards her,a general prevailing desire of recommending herself to him,took an opportunity of stepping aside to say something agreeable of Fanny.Her praise was warm,and he received it as she could wish,joining in it as far as discretion,and politeness,and slowness of speech would allow,and certainly appearing to greater advantage on the subject,than his lady did,soon afterwards,when Mary,perceiving her on a sofa very near,turned round before she began to dance,to compliment her on Miss Price's looks.
‘Yes,she does look very well,’was Lady Bertram's placid reply.‘Chapman helped her dress.I sent Chapman to her.’Not but that she was really pleased to have Fanny admired;but she was so much more struck with her own kindness in sending Chapman to her,that she could not get it out of her head.
Miss Crawford knew Mrs Norris too well to think of gratifying her by commendation of Fanny;to her it was,as the occasion offered,-‘Ah ma'am,how much we want dear Mrs Rushworth and Julia tonight!’and Mrs Norris paid her with as many smiles and courteous words as she had time for,amid so much occupation as she found for herself,in making up card tables,giving hints to Sir Thomas,and trying to move all the chaperons to a better part of the room.
Miss Crawford blundered most towards Fanny herself,in her intentions to please.She meant to be giving her little heart a happy flutter,and filling her with sensations of delightful self-consequence;and misinterpreting Fanny's blushes,still thought she must be doing so-when she went to her after the two first dances and said,with a significant look,‘Perhaps you can tell me why my brother goes to town tomorrow.He says,he has business there,but will not tell me what.The first time he ever denied me his confidence!But this is what we all come to.All are supplanted sooner or later.Now,I must apply to you for information.Pray what is Henry going for?’
Fanny protested her ignorance as steadily as her embarrassment allowed.
‘Well,then,’replied Miss Crawford laughing,‘I must suppose it to be purely for the pleasure of conveying your brother and talking of you by the way.’
