Chapter 30
Miss Crawford's uneasiness was much lightened by this conversation,and she walked home again in spirits which might have defied almost another week of the same small party in the same bad weather,had they been put to the proof;but as that very evening brought her brother down from London again in quite,or more than quite,his usual cheerfulness,she had nothing further to try her own.His still refusing to tell her what he had gone for,was but the promotion of gaiety;a day before it might have irritated,but now it was a pleasant joke-suspected only of concealing something planned as a pleasant surprise to herself.And the next day did bring a surprise to her.Henry had said he should just go and ask the Bertrams how they did,and be back in ten minutes-but he was gone above an hour;and when his sister,who had been waiting for him to walk with her in the garden,met him at last most impatiently in the sweep,and cried out,‘My dear Henry,where can you possibly have been all this time?’he had only to say that he had been sitting with Lady Bertram and Fanny.
‘Sitting with them an hour and half!’exclaimed Mary.
But this was only the beginning of her surprise.
‘Yes,Mary,’said he,drawing her arm within his,and walking along the sweep as if not knowing where he was-‘I could not get away sooner-Fanny looked so lovely!-I am quite determined,Mary.My mind is entirely made up.Will it astonish you?No-you must be aware that I am quite determined to marry Fanny Price.’
The surprise was now complete;for in spite of whatever his consciousness might suggest,a suspicion of his having any such views had never entered his sister's imagination;and she looked so truly the astonishment she felt,that he was obliged to repeat what he had said,and more fully and more solemnly.The conviction of his determination once admitted,it was not unwelcome.There was even pleasure with the surprise.Mary was in a state of mind to rejoice in a connection with the Bertram family,and to be not displeased with her brother's marrying a little beneath him.
‘Yes,Mary,’was Henry's concluding assurance,‘I am fairly caught.You know with what idle designs I began-but this is the end of them.I have (I flatter myself)made no inconsiderable progress in her affections;but my own are entirely fixed.’
‘Lucky,lucky girl!’cried Mary as soon as she could speak-‘what a match for her!My dearest Henry,this must be my first feeling;but my second,which you shall have as sincerely,is that I approve your choice from my soul,and foresee your happiness as heartily as I wish and desire it.You will have a sweet little wife;all gratitude and devotion.Exactly what you deserve.What an amazing match for her!Mrs Norris often talks of her luck;what will she say now?The delight of all the family indeed!And she has some true friends in it.How they will rejoice!But tell me all about it.Talk to me for ever.When did you begin to think seriously about her?’
Nothing could be more impossible than to answer such a question,though nothing be more agreeable than to have it asked.‘How the pleasing plague had stolen on him’he could not say,and before he had expressed the same sentiment with a little variation of words three times over,his sister eagerly interrupted him with,‘Ah my dear Henry,and this is what took you to London!This was your business!You chose to consult the Admiral,before you made up your mind.’
But this he stoutly denied.He knew his uncle too well to consult him on any matrimonial scheme.The Admiral hated marriage,and thought it never pardonable in a young man of independent fortune.
‘When Fanny is known to him,’continued Henry,‘he will dote on her.She is exactly the woman to do away every prejudice of such a man at the Admiral,for she is exactly such a woman as he thinks does not exist in the world.She is the very impossibility he would describe-if indeed he has now delicacy of language enough to embody his own ideas.But till it is absolutely settled-settled beyond all interference,he shall know nothing of the matter.No,Mary,you are quite mistaken.You have not discovered my business yet!’
‘Well,well,I am satisfied.I know now to whom it must relate,and am in no hurry for the rest.Fanny Price-wonderful-quite wonderful!-That Mansfield should have done so much for-that you should have found your fate in Mansfield!But you are quite right,you could not have chosen better.There is not a better girl in the world,and you do not want for fortune;and as to her connections,they are more than good.The Bertrams are undoubtedly some of the first people in this country.She is niece to Sir Thomas Bertram;that will be enough for the world.But go on,go on.Tell me more.What are your plans?Does she know her own happiness?’
‘No.’
‘What are you waiting for?’
‘For-for very little more than opportunity.Mary,she is not like her cousins;but I think I shall not ask in vain.’
‘Oh no,you cannot.Were you even less pleasing-supposing her not to love you already (of which however I can have little doubt),you would be safe.The gentleness and gratitude of her disposition would secure her all your own immediately.From my soul I do not think she would marry you without love;that is,if there is a girl in the world capable of being uninfluenced by ambition,I can suppose it her;but ask her to love you,and she will never have the heart to refuse.’
