As soon as her eagerness could rest in silence,he was as happy to tell as she could be to listen,and a conversation followed almost as deeply interesting to her as to himself,though he had in fact nothing to relate but his own sensations,nothing to dwell on but Fanny's charms.-Fanny's beauty of face and figure,Fanny's graces of manner and goodness of heart were the exhaustless theme.The gentleness,modesty,and sweetness of her character were warmly expatiated on,that sweetness which makes so essential a part of every woman's worth in the judgment of man,that though he sometimes loves where it is not,he can never believe it absent.Her temper he had good reason to depend on and to praise.He had often seen it tried.Was there one of the family,excepting Edmund,who had not in some way or other continually exercised her patience and forbearance?Her affections were evidently strong.To see her with her brother!What could more delightfully prove that the warmth of her heart was equal to its gentleness?-What could be more encouraging to a man who had her love in view?Then,her understanding was beyond every suspicion,quick and clear;and her manners were the mirror of her own modest and elegant mind.Nor was this all.Henry Crawford had too much sense not to feel the worth of good principles in a wife,though he was too little accustomed to serious reflection to know them by their proper name;but when he talked of her having such a steadiness and regularity of conduct,such a high notion of honour,and such an observance of decorum as might warrant any man in the fullest dependence on her faith and integrity,he expressed what was inspired by the knowledge of her being well principled and religious.
‘I could so wholly and absolutely confide in her,’said he;‘and that is what I want.’
Well might his sister,believing as she really did that his opinion of Fanny Price was scarcely beyond her merits,rejoice in her prospects.
‘The more I think of it,’she cried,‘the more am I convinced that you are doing quite right,and though I should never have selected Fanny Price as the girl most likely to attach you,I am now persuaded she is the very one to make you happy.Your wicked project upon her peace turns out a clever thought indeed.You will both find your good in it.’
‘It was bad,very bad in me against such a creature!But I did not know her then.And she shall have no reason to lament the hour that first put it into my head.I will make her very happy,Mary,happier than she has ever yet been herself,or ever seen anybody else.I will not take her from Northamptonshire.I shall let Everingham,and rent a place in this neighbourhood-perhaps Stanwix Lodge.I shall let a seven years'lease of Everingham.I am sure of an excellent tenant at half a word.I could name three people now,who would give me my own terms and thank me.’
‘Ha!’cried Mary,‘settle in Northamptonshire!That is pleasant!Then we shall be all together.’
When she had spoken it,she recollected herself,and wished it unsaid;but there was no need of confusion,for her brother saw her only as the supposed inmate of Mansfield parsonage,and replied but to invite her in the kindest manner to his own house,and to claim the best right in her.
‘You must give us more than half your time,’said he;‘I cannot admit Mrs Grant to have an equal claim with Fanny and myself,for we shall both have a right in you.Fanny will be so truly your sister!’
Mary had only to be grateful and give general assurances;but she was now very fully purposed to be the guest of neither brother nor sister many months longer.
‘You will divide your year between London and Northamptonshire?’
‘Yes.’
‘That's right;and in London,of course,a house of your own;no longer with the Admiral.My dearest Henry,the advantage to you of getting away from the Admiral before your manners are hurt by the contagion of his,before you have contracted any of his foolish opinions,or learnet to sit over your dinner,as if it were the best blessing of life!-You are not sensible of the gain,for your regard for him has blinded you;but,in my estimation,your marrying early may be the saving of you.To have seen you grow like the Admiral in word or deed,look or gesture,would have broken my heart.’
‘Well,well,we do not think quite alike here.The Admiral has his faults,but he is a very good man,and has been more than a father to me.Few fathers would have let me have my own way half so much.You must not prejudice Fanny against him.I must have them love one another.’
Mary refrained from saying what she felt,that there could not be two persons in existence,whose characters and manners were less accordant;time would discover it to him;but she could not help this reflection on the Admiral.‘Henry,I think so highly of Fanny Price,that if I could suppose the next Mrs Crawford would have half the reason which my poor ill-wed aunt had to abhor the very name,I would prevent the marriage,if possible;but I know you,I know that a wife you loved would be the happiest of women,and that even when you ceased to love,she would yet find in you the liberality and good-breeding of a gentleman.’
The impossibility of not doing everything in the world to make Fanny Price happy,or of ceasing to love Fanny Price,was of course the groundwork of his eloquent answer.
